To create

All I can think about is creating - making paintings, collage, cool doodads, earings. Have all these schemes and designs in my head until I sit down at the table and them I'm stumped. There's something wrong with me. Maybe I should be doing something else. Two floor to ceiling shelving unts full of all the materials I should need and I can't seem to put paint, pen or glue to paper. I'm blocked. i hate it. I have to get over it. Need to focus on something else. I'm going to pray.