Creating calling

Went on a short trip this past weekend and now really feel inspired to get stuff straightened out and, most importantly, paint on paper.  Hung some pictures, cleaned, put my artsy treasures in boxes which I now must label so I can find them again.  There is so many items on my todo list that I feel all backed up again but I will resolve to spend at least two hours creating and an hour organizing.  In the meantime paperwork is languishing on my desk and it clearly causes me anxiety and my special spouse gets pretty disturbed.  I feel God calling me to do something with my gifts but which ones and are they the same ones I think are gifts.  Is it my creative side, or the side I use to help others, while letting an aspect of my life go dormant.  I know I must surrender but must it be one thing or another?  I love my family and friends and am so grateful for them.  I feel that sometimes they are helping me to be a whole child of God.  Its not black or white, its the best shade for the Lord's purpose in our lives.